to realise that there is no actual weak spot

This is incredible.

Here I am on a Tuesday morning, awake due to garbage and recycling.
Four floors below they're picking it up and my window is open allowing me to hear it all and not sleep through it.

Today is ordinarily my day off.  I've swapped it to an evening shift.  Tomorrow, instead, and the day after are my days off.  This week.

I'm not always very smart when I play cards.  That's not anything new.  I need to remind myself that I can fold.

I have a small list of things I'm going to do today before work.  Maybe I will succeed at those things.
One of those things is a recce mission.

I am very tired.
I've been more irritable with people whose company I enjoy than with people who deserve irritability.

I wonder if it's just fatigue or if it's something else.
Some undercurrent of not yet having seen all the movies I want to.